I’m so fucking tired of myself not getting better at art. Everyone has told me my art isn’t good enough to be frontpaged or even noticed by any admin on Newgrounds. It’s not healthy for me to keep going on Newgrounds everyday trying to please others on this platform and telling me I can’t do this or I lack that. So I’m not coming back to the portal until I upload something meaningful to the platform. Then nobody will say anything about it because it would ether get front paged, or have really high votes. And then everyone will say “Oh we were wrong to shit on this kids art. I didn’t know he had this much potential in art.” And I realize that my art isn’t good. I know everyone is just trying to help. But it’s only making me feel worse about myself.
Im not deleting this account, but I will be inactive in the portal until I upload something good to the portal.
Aalasteir
Hey Austin, it’s completely okay. Please, don’t stress yourself out by putting detrimental expectations on yourself because it’ll only make you feel worse, which doesn’t help.
Please make a habit of doing things that make you smile and feel happy.
Draw and create things because you enjoy them, not because of validation. You need to enjoy your art and the process of creating, not just focus on the end result. Create what you like because you love creating, and appreciate art because you love art.
Being happy with your art is what matters. That’s why it’s posted to have a positive impact on people.
Make getting proper rest every day your number one priority. Set a limit for how much you work on your art and don’t overdo it.
You make great art, and you draw better than I do. In fact, you and especially draw way better than I did when I was 14.
You have a lot of potential to make amazing art.
And I think what you should be proud of is you have the potential to enjoy creating art!
Which is far more valuable than being skilled at it.
Be happy for the fact that you can feel sad, because often, it’s when you can’t feel anything that it becomes the hardest. And when that happens you need to remember what made you smile.
What helps me when I feel very depressed, which I did a lot, and still do, is going for a walk.