Look at Elliot

Look at his blue hockey jersey and cargo pants.

Remember him.

He’s getting an makeover. For the 13th time. (Yes I’ve been counting)

I don't have that occupation on my profile for nothing. Tomorrow I'll start on it.

I reported a project for being improperly rated I think and then after a while I earned a whistle

I’ve messed up on this platform many times on this platform. I need to take accountability for my actions

First things first I’m Sorry @Fruitpummel for leaving a snarky comment along with a blam on your animation. That’s not like me and that’s a poor representation of who I am as a person.

I’m sorry @Little-Renastair for that one time in the BBS I brought up a topic that made you upset. That wasn’t my intention. (You might have forgot it but I didn’t)

I’m sorry for getting frustrated and venting out my problems in the bbs and in posts. This isn’t a place for me to vent out my problems.

Im sorry for that one time I brought up politics in the wrong bbs section and got banned for it. I should keep my political opinions to myself.

And if I have hurt anyone else on Newgrounds, I am sorry to you as well

I’m sorry @TurkeyOnAStick @PrinceMiniMod @TomFulp and all of the other moderators and staff on Newgrounds for all of the stuff I’ve done on this site.

Im going to learn from my mistakes and do better in the future because if I don’t respect others, others won’t respect me. And if I don’t treat others right, they won’t treat me right. I really hope you all chose to forgive me and I deeply from the bottom of my heart apologize.

He definitely reminds me of how I used to be (I wouldn’t draw penises though).

Sorry @Fruitpummel I’ll give you a higher score.

Edit: I made things right with him in the PMs. We’re good now.

You probably saw my last post. I’ve changed my mind

I realize now that my art will not always be perfect. I need to enjoy drawing instead of throwing a tantrum when it doesn't get the appeal I want. I'm 14. I'm not gonna be the best artist right away. That's what practice is for. Keeping my old art up will help me learn what I need to do differently and the issues with it so I can see it and do better. Not erase my legacy on this site. I'm sorry for the way I acted. It was stupid. I let all of you down and I let myself down. I need to realize that its not about the awards or recognition you get. It's about how much you enjoy doing it. And I need to accept feedback and not take it personal. I should be grateful that someone is willing to critique it and help me make it better. So I'm gonna upload my art back to the portal and future art with a more positive mindset.

To Make up for the shitty quality of them, I will redraw with a better style.

I will not be redrawing all of them. Only a handful of them

Here are a list of art I will be redrawing:

SrPelo Fan art (Pelo & Skid)

Eddsworld fan art (Edd, Matt, Tom and Tord)

OC art (With the new color scheme. Orange variant will never be drawn again)

Fan art of Other OCs

The Newgrounds 30th Anniversary fan art

And fan art of @Dungeonation that I announced on bluesky but never started on

All of these will be redrawn with better procreate pens and will be drawn with a little more sketchability

Also I'm sorry for my recent crash out. I was just dissatisfied with my old art.

I’m so fucking tired of myself not getting better at art. Everyone has told me my art isn’t good enough to be frontpaged or even noticed by any admin on Newgrounds. It’s not healthy for me to keep going on Newgrounds everyday trying to please others on this platform and telling me I can’t do this or I lack that. So I’m not coming back to the portal until I upload something meaningful to the platform. Then nobody will say anything about it because it would ether get front paged, or have really high votes. And then everyone will say “Oh we were wrong to shit on this kids art. I didn’t know he had this much potential in art.” And I realize that my art isn’t good. I know everyone is just trying to help. But it’s only making me feel worse about myself.

Im not deleting this account, but I will be inactive in the portal until I upload something good to the portal.

I meant to tell you all after the song was released on Newgrounds but I remembered now.

Do you remember this song? https://www.newgrounds.com/audio/listen/1386972

IT IS AVAILABLE ON ALL STREAMING SERVICES

(And before you ask, no I didn’t have to get sample clearance because 2 of the drum loops I used were in fl studio’s kit meaning that I don’t need sample clearance)

ALSO THIS SONG IS NOT ON YOUTUBE’S CONTENT ID SO YOU CAN USE THIS SONG AS LONG AS YOU GIVE ME CREDIT.

Also this song isn’t leaving Newgrounds. All of my songs that I put in the audio portal will stay on Newgrounds